“Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge,
but he who hates correction is stupid.” -Proverbs 12:1
You know, I’d be lying to pretend like I always want to study Portuguese. Five hours per day sometimes makes me come unglued. Not in like an Incredible Hulk chaos, but more like a potato chip staring at the wall. I got nothing to offer here, people.
Self-discipline. People, sometimes I just don’t wanna! (said in the best preschool whine).
Ever felt that way? Ever heard those words come out of your mouth?
Loves discipline? Really, God? How about just a strong like?
Yeah, that’s the real of it.
And then you don’t like the taste of those words. They just hang there all ugly-like.
So then you get up and go listen to your vocabulary recording again.
One of my friends said it best:
“You don’t fully realize the gift of tongues until you’re trying to learn a foreign language.” – from a friend learning Mandarin Chinese
Now THAT’S a language. Oh my! Maybe Portuguese isn’t so bad…. 😉
The gift of tongues! Instant ability to communicate the Gospel without a single hour of studying… Ha! If only… 😉
“Whoever loves discipline…”
Do I love discipline? Self-discipline?
I have been praying for a while now to have a heart for learning Portuguese. Cause you know, then like it won’t feel like death EVERY hour of studying. But I can honestly tell you that I have yet to really have a heart for knowledge.
Maybe I’m broken. Or just super not interested in the world of college study mode anymore. But I’m so thankful that He HAS answered my prayers with a heart for the hot mess people here. And to make things clear, I think all people everywhere are hot messes – just in different ways. I’m so thankful for God stepping into our hot mess to make something beautiful of our hearts.
Anyway…. back to the grind of fluency.
And if you have a moment, please join me in praying for self-discipline for Matt and I both in this process. (Sigh) It’s killer hard work when you really just want to flake out after 7 months of constant fighting with the language.
Thanks for joining me on this super anti-climactic moment of internal wrestling over self-discipline. 😉
He will triumph!
– One step at a time.