I have come to a point where an opportunity has presented itself as a possibility.
And I find myself stuck between wondering if I have asked too much, or if this is finally the fruit of my reality about how I have felt, or if I am merely being selfish.
I wouldn’t be the only one missing it.
I wouldn’t be the only one sacrificing.
And I wonder if those two things coupled make my wants too selfish.
Have I acted in impatience or is this opportunity a blessing response to an honesty I did not want to possess?
Father, please guide my steps in reverence of your Sovereign Will’s timing.
I don’t know anymore.